Weirdo

5:49 minutes

“Beauty is to often just an illusion. A trick of the mind. The hunger is real, but the fruit is sometimes poison. Anyone who has really lived in this world knows this. Too often rejection is the result of fear. The realization of ones own frailty and the feeling of not being good enough. Cruelty is just an angry manifestation of that frustration which comes from knowing you are not worthy of another’s love. The reverse of that emotion is humility. Only from that point can true beauty begin to grow and blossom.

Beauty is not something that can be seen by the human eye
. It is an inward faithfulness. Being true to yourself. But the natural order of things is to seek dominance in a relationship out of the need for self protection. Test yourself to know that this is true. Would you tell all your secrets to another as would a small child, or do you hold back?

Can physical attractiveness and beauty co-exist within the same person?”

CREEP [clean version]

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so very special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so very special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here, oh, oh

She’s running out the door
She’s running out
She run, run, run, run
Run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so very special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here

-Radiohead