TRUST

Will I ever find someone who knows.
The pain that I have been bestowed?

How do I get close to a man and let him in.
When I’m eternally afraid he will also defy my skin.

And even if I learn to trust and love again.
Will my heart ever be truly able to mend?

How do I let a man in and trust his soul.
When I’ve repeated been thrown in a hell hole.

And even if I can see his face.
How can I know that I’m in the right place.

And if I ever get that far…
How do I explain to him my scars?

How do I say that I often hate my own body?
And I hide myself, making me irritated and haughty,

How do I explain to him, that I’ve stood so low.

That I’ve hurt myself in more ways than I even know.

And I’m also so very terrified.
That love may fall from his eyes.

Ever so afraid that he will see me as I see myself and realize.

That I was nothing more then a monster, who had him mesmerized.


dark pop sound, atmospheric synths, slow to mid-tempo beat, and a blend of acoustic and electronic elements.
emotive and ethereal vocal, soft, intimate verses and powerful, soaring choruses